When Oksana Nikolaevna was a young girl, she dreamed of a beautiful wedding, a kind loving husband and a whole bunch of kids. She could not even imagine that she would have to meet her old age alone. In general, young Oksana was very afraid of loneliness. There was a good example in the form of Taisia's old neighbor. But she lost everyone in the war, and her husband, and sons, and a brother. She lived alone, and it seemed to Oksana that she was so badly alone. And my grandmother was nimble, never sad, and did not allow herself to feel sorry for herself. But all the same, it did not fit into Oksana's head, she firmly decided that it would not be so with her.
After school, Oksana went to study in medicine, graduated with excellent marks, and immediately got a job. She chose a profession by vocation, to her liking, she was madly in love with helping people, sometimes sacrificing her time and personal life. There were many boyfriends, but Oksana was in no hurry to get married, she thought that it was not time yet, she dreamed of building a career. She often had to work the night shift, so she didn't even have pets, let alone a family.
There were novels, because Oksana was very attractive, but they did not go far. She always had work in the first place, and only now Oksana Nikolaevna, having celebrated her 60th birthday in the work collective, and returning to an empty house, realized that she had lived wrong.
It is very sad to meet old age alone, but now it is too late to build relationships with men. Of course, many women at her age are single, because they have already buried their husbands, but they have a memory, a marriage behind them, favorite graves where they come. Many have children, even if they have grown up and left, but on holidays everyone sees or at least calls up, they bring grandchildren. And Oksana Nikolaevna does not have all this.
Alone, the woman faced a number of problems. First of all, difficulties arose in everyday life. The technique is short-lived, then repairs need to be done, taps should be repaired, and who should do this? Yes, there are a lot of specialists now, but will the woman's income be enough for all of them? There would be a man, even if not very handy, he would certainly understand everything.
Over the years, Oksana Nikolaevna became very suspicious, began to worry about any reason. Health concerns have emerged. Maybe it's because she has to constantly work among the sick. After all, Oksana Nikolaevna works in a hospital. And, even there are no signs of illness, but she still thinks that something is wrong with her. Daily measurement of temperature and pressure. Maybe this is not bad at 60, because it is easier to prevent a disease than to cure it later, but Oksana Nikolaevna really turned into an alarmist about her health.
And Oksana Nikolaevna really lacks communication. So sometimes I want to talk about my health, about how the day went, about my plans. It becomes especially sad in the evenings when all normal people gather at home with their families. Yes, the woman believes that she is not normal in this regard, not like that. So you want to snuggle up to a man's shoulder, but he is not. There are friends, but will they listen to other people's problems for hours?
Rescues TV with funny programs and films - just a genius invention of mankind. On weekends, Oksana Nikolaevna tries to visit friends, but more often she spends time all at the same job.
A woman doesn't like being alone at 60. Previously, she did not think that it would be so difficult for her, she was free from relationships, successful, young, and put off her family for later. And then it never came! If it was possible to change something, then in due time she would have devoted more time to men, and not to work.
They say that you shouldn't be afraid of being alone. That it is useful for self-acceptance, cognition, awareness, development. But, as they say, a person needs a person ...
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