That's enough, I'm tired of it! Now I choose to live and not exist! Just live, and not drag the burden of your fate on yourself, accept everything as it is, and be afraid to change something. I don't want to wait any longer, endure, shake in the corner, adjust to something. I want to live every minute, just to live.
I choose to live! And I will no longer save what cannot be saved in any way. Relationships from which it hurts, people with whom it is bad, work that does not suit you, neighbors who smile and insult behind your back - all this away. I will no longer accept everything as it is!
I choose to live! Therefore, I will never again have those people with whom I need to adapt all the time, those with whom it is simply impossible to speak directly, otherwise they instantly have a hysterical seizure. There will never be people next to me who make me scared, tense, I will not adapt to such people, and I will not correspond to anything.
I will not communicate with those who are trying to cover up their strange antics with some strange excuses. Such people are already enraged, because they pretend to be too smart and all-knowing.
I choose to live! Therefore, one of the phrases that I now correspond to is "don't you dare do this with me." Therefore, there are no more people next to me who betray, deceive, play around, do not want to take care of me, use me for their own purposes, do not hear me. I let them go from me, and do not hold on to them, and communication with them. Let them manipulate others, but you can't do that with me!
I choose to live. And I will no longer waste my time trying to save and remodel someone. Why do I need this if people do not meet my expectations, or if the person himself does not want to crawl out from where I am pulling him out? And I no longer offer such help, let them solve their problems themselves! It is much easier to surround yourself with people who suit me, and I suit them. It's much more honest and reliable that way.
I choose to live. Now I will no longer prove to anyone that I am worthy, that I am good, that I am worthy. I will no longer fight for someone's attention, persuade someone to stay with me, allow me to remake myself. No, now I accepted myself and I know that I am beautiful enough, and I want to be loved for who I am and accepted for who I am.
I choose to live! And now I am ready for absolutely any emotions, including negative ones. Life, on the other hand, cannot contain only joy, sometimes there are situations when it hurts us! There is success and there are falls. There are good people, but there will also be vile, vile, low people. I am ready to meet everything, the main thing is not to let failures become discouraged, immersed in stress, and toxic people use me.
I choose life over existence. Therefore, I am now more focused on myself, on my desires and needs. I first recognize myself, and then others. I do not have people who "will come in handy someday," for a "rainy day," "let them be." My life is not a closet.
I choose to live and not exist because I've had enough! I want to breathe, I want to laugh, love, rise and fall, cry, I want to be real, not pretend and adapt to people and circumstances. I'm tired of carrying the burden of my fate on myself, enduring a boorish attitude towards myself, allowing myself to be used. I'm tired of all this!
Now I choose to live and not exist. Are you with me?
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