“My dear girl, if you knew how much I love you! All my thoughts are only about you, I really want you to be truly happy. But life is so difficult, and there will be many trials ahead that you will have to go through on your own in order to become stronger.
Forgive me, my little one, that I gave you a strong heart. It will take you many years to understand that not every person will love you. There will be scars, but your strong heart won't let you give up!
I see how kind you are. In some moments you are so innocent, bright, you are open to the world, you love everyone around, you see only good in people. It hurts me to think about how you will change when you suddenly realize that you have been used. Will you be the same, will you be the same kind, trusting, loving?
Please, my dear, forgive me for inheriting from me selfless love for others, you, like me, see the good in people too. Even those who don't deserve it at all.
Now you are still a child. You look at everything with interest, you adore your life, you enjoy every moment. You can't even imagine that the world is full of evil, full of dangers and pain. I really don't want you to have to deal with this, but it certainly can't be avoided. And the worst thing is that those people whom you strongly and truly love will cause pain!
I would like to put into your heart and into your head all the lessons that I have learned in my life, but, unfortunately, this is not possible. You yourself must gain experience, you yourself must understand everything. Even if I tell you every day about how cruel the world is, how many evil people are around, talk about the truth of life, my experience will still not become yours.
Now you feel so deeply everything that is happening to you. But soon you will feel not only the charm of the whole world, but also its pain. I will hope that one day you will understand that it is not a burden, it is your gift to feel deeply.
I know that many parents are very happy that their children are like them, but on the contrary, I only have to ask your forgiveness. Because I see myself from my childhood in you now. The same cheerful, trusting, innocent little man who wants to do good to others, who cares about others, who does good deeds. I know that all this will then grow into your strength, but first you will have to experience a lot of pain. I ask your forgiveness for this, my dear daughter!
My sun, you help me forget my pain, teach me to enjoy life again, not to lose heart if something bad happens. You are so similar to me in childhood, and I am proud of you, your kindness, sincerity, radiance!
My baby, you know how to forgive, even me, because I'm not perfect, and I can sometimes be wrong. This makes me feel hurt and ashamed. After all, how can you offend such a pure child. You have already learned to defend your needs, to defend yourself. Even now you are smarter and wiser than me, because you give people a second chance, you see the good in others, you are sure that they deserve forgiveness. You seem to be much better prepared to meet this world, you will one day grow wings that you will learn to use!
I'm not a perfect mom, I never thought of myself as such. But if you chose me, then I deserve it. Thank you very much for this! I am really proud that you are my daughter!
My sweet princess, I know that your heart will also break someday, but I am sure that you can change the world. Because you are incredibly radiant, you illuminate everything around with your light. The main thing is not to change, do not break, go forward.
In time, you will realize that there is no magic, but I really want you to continue to believe in the impossible anyway. How I wish time would stop and you could be a child longer. So that we can be together, so that I can protect you from the evil world, so that you let me take care of you. But this is impossible…
I love you, my little one. You are so much like me. Perhaps someday you will want to show me, and the whole world, that you are completely different, that you are not at all like me. I will accept it, but still you will remain for me my sweet, my beloved daughter. And I will always be proud of you, my princess!”
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