Hello Alexander. I have long hesitated to write this letter to you, as the thoughts in my head so hard hit on my emotional state, I was afraid to pour it all on paper.
But the time has come and I am ready. Ready to to express all that I think of you.
I have lived with you for 10 years.
While still a very young girl, I met you and decided that it was such a man I want to connect my life. You, of course, from the very beginning of our relationship, behaved abominably and showed himself not with the best hand. But, I decided that my love will correct you.
We got married, and a year later, our daughter was born. Beautiful creation that divided my life before and after. This little man - the most beautiful, and the only good thing we did with you in this world.
With regards to our relations, with the birth of the child all have worsened, and my love for you has not helped.
You walked, drank, make new friends, and I was mired in diapers and did not sleep at night. You did not sleep at night, but not because of the weeping daughter, but because you want to "hang out."
For I realized that I made a mistake a third year of living together. That you are not the person with whom I want to live my whole life. But I stubbornly Olympian tried to fix you, more than you further away from him, and forced to do things which plunged me in horror.
The child went into the garden, I went back to work. And you thought your job is no longer needed and began to search for yourself. It lasted until our divorce, and even two years after that, you're still searching.
We lived on my salary, and her daughter sat my parents, and you lived as he wanted. On the second year of marriage you prepodnos surprise me - started the woman he loves! To say that I was shocked - it does not say anything.
World collapsed.
After all, I thought that this fool no one wants, but it was necessary and very much so. After another six months, turned up another woman, who was pregnant. She turned to you with a request to recognize her child.
It was the second blow. And it was the final.
I found the strength to get away from you, start a new life and do not even think about how to get back.
And you know what I realized?
It is not your fault! I am guilty. Can not be charmed, it is necessary to think a head. It is not necessary to correct the people have to leave if you do not like something.
Abuse, quarrels, squabbles, fights - all this sick relationship. Adults who may agree.
I take the blame for our failed marriage. And I forgive you, despite all the pain you have caused me.
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